Friday, April 16, 2010

Life...is hard.

I know I've been MIA for the past week or so, and it makes me sad. I miss my fellow internet addicts mommy bloggers, my tweeps, and my bumpies, but my life isn't going too well right now. Scratch that. My relationship isn't going too well right now.

I'm so mentally exhausted and emotionally drained. I'm just going through the motions of daily life, with the occasional fake smile plastered across my face. Every time I laugh, I feel a twinge of sadness and think, "WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING? Your life is falling apart in front of your eyes, and you're laughing?"

Half of me wants to try to work it out, while the other half screams, "Run!" Which half do I listen to?

We're starting couples counseling on Tuesday. Wish me luck...

Posted by Jocelyn at 8:28 AM
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12 comments:

  1. Blair@HeirtoBlairApril 16, 2010 at 8:39 AM

    I'm sorry, sweet.

    Obviously, I'm in counseling for ME, but Nate goes with me & it's been amazing to just help each other see the other one more clearly.

    Good luck with it & of course, I'm here for you.

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  2. JoannaApril 16, 2010 at 8:49 AM

    I'm so sorry that you are going through a rough patch. Good luck with the counseling!

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  3. JocelynApril 16, 2010 at 9:08 AM

    Thanks, ladies! :)

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  4. TiffanyApril 16, 2010 at 9:14 AM

    I'm so sorry you are having problems. I really hope the two of you can get things sorted out so you can be happy again!

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  5. AnonymousApril 16, 2010 at 9:27 AM

    Sorry to hear that :( But it sounds like you are taking steps in the right direction. Good luck.

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  6. nicolesspirit878April 16, 2010 at 5:48 PM

    I have been there before and my heart goes out to you! Just breath and really meditate on whats important to you everyday.

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  7. Alisha S.April 16, 2010 at 6:29 PM

    hugs from me and you have my shoulder to lean on if needed. I know all about the crumbling inside while you just go from day to day.

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  8. Alisha S.April 16, 2010 at 6:33 PM

    and oh, i am all gushy about your blog- it helped inspire me to want to create my own. which i did with a kit. how cool are we. lol.

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  9. ChristineApril 19, 2010 at 7:22 AM

    I'm so sorry to read thay you're going through a rough time right now. Hopefully this is just a stepping stone to making your relationship healthier and stronger! Good luck this week, I'll be thinking about you!

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  10. Momma EApril 19, 2010 at 7:38 PM

    Good luck and not to be nosy, but keep us posted. Writing is very therapeutic. I wish you the best and I really believe that counseling can help.

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  11. MeApril 23, 2010 at 9:37 AM

    Sweetheart, I'm so sorry you going through this.

    Being a parent, wife & trying to still have time for your self is very hard. If you need to talk I'm here! (you have my email & phone number)

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  12. UnknownMay 5, 2010 at 9:23 PM

    I'm sorry :( good luck with the counseling. It can really work magically if both members are willing to open up.

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